Monthly Archives: January 2026

reaching for the sky just to surrender

For reasons that I don’t understand, Leonard Cohen’s music became my personal soundtrack while I was on the dunes. I don’t mean that I was listening to the music through my phone. I mean that bits of his lyrics would appear in my brain from time to time, unbidden yet still welcome.

In this case, I heard the line “reaching for the sky just to surrender.” This yucca will lose its battle with the movement of the sand, as have the ones that were there before and the ones that will come after. All of them reach for the sky for a time before their inevitable acquiesce. It’s the way of things.

White Sands National Park, New Mexico
photographed 12.13.2025

the center of everywhere

On the drive into the dunes, I was thinking about how much I like to see how wind-whipped grasses carve shallow concentric circles into the sand. And this one came with a scattering of bird tracks for a nice bonus.

White Sands National Park, New Mexico
photographed 12.14.2025

in the stones of your mind

Mind games.

Even while I was standing right there making this image, my brain kept trying to believe that this was drifted snow. It was, in fact, quite insistent.

But it was then and still is drifts of gypsum. But you can see the confusion, maybe?

White Sands National Park, New Mexico
photographed 12.14.2025

it intersects past the end

The long shadows and the clouds above seem destined to meet, somewhere on the other side of the dunes, on the far side of the mountains, maybe in Mimbres or Silver City or even Upham. Or maybe they decide to stay there, on an alkali flat in the middle of the gypsum dunes…

White Sands National Park, New Mexico
photographed 12.14.2025

a lullaby for suffering

Lately I’ve been re-listening to Leonard Cohen…

When I look at this scene, I am unable to decide if the sand is encroaching on the branches and will eventually cover them, or if the branches spend their time escaping the sand and will eventually join their colleagues on the next dune over.

The more I look, the more uncertain I am.

But what does this have to do with Leonard Cohen? Nothing, probably, except that my mind connects photographic confusion and his lyric:

There’s a lullaby for suffering
And a paradox to blame
But it’s written in the scriptures
And it’s not some idle claim
You want it darker, we kill the flame

Paradox. Darker. Flame. Suffering.

White Sands National Park, New Mexico
photographed 12.14.2025